Kenny & Angela Lotacao

This was such a hard day we are both are having especially you Hubby. I deserve every little thing you said or called me today. I Deserve It. I’m Sorry. Just know I DO LOVE YOU so very much so. The things I do is because I want the better for us. I just want us to be happy. I wanted to figure out what is wrong with me. I’m still a teenager figuring out things still; I’m figuring out life as we go. I’m still learning to love. Trying to figure out how to give you love back for loving me. I’m still LEARNING. Give me some time. I’m such a bad girlfriend, I know. I know I did you wrong. I lost you now. I guess things will never be the same. I lost your love…I lost your trust…I lost everything I had with you. I lost YOU. I would give anything just to go back & fix what should never had happen. I should just go shoot myself & die. I’m never going to get back what we had. I have so much regrets that I can never live down. Yes the distance is killing me but I waited for you for almost 10 months; I can wait for you until we finally meet & eventually until we grow old & die together. I just needed to know there was progress from you that you’re going to come visit me, I just needed to know that, you never gave me that reassurance. Our communications needs to be fixed because of all this miscommunication causes all these struggles we’re having. Like you don’t tell me the stress you going through in depth just a brief answer. It will be nice If you just told me that you need me. Sometimes I don’t know how to handles things when you’re feeling down. I am trying to cheer you up but I just can’t seem to satisfy your needs. I’m sorry again. I lost half your love that I can never get back now. I hate myself now. All I wanted was time that’s all. Now, I lost you. Muah<3 I Love You A Lot! -Wifey