Sigh, I feel so sad Hubby. Feel like we’re not on the same page anymore well not anymore just for the past few days? I miss you. I miss spending time with you… We don’t even spend as much quality time together as we use too. I mean there are times when we do & you tell me the sweetest things & tell me I’m beautiful and I love it. I just wish I had more of it. I’m sorry I sleep basically half the day, I can’t help it, I just like my sleep since I can’t fall asleep easily lol Like last night I had a really hard time sleeping last night because of how I’m feeling, just a lot of emotions. Don’t want to tell you anything cause when I do, it makes you feel bad & you think I’m putting you down when really I’m not. I don’t want you to feel like that ever especially when you are down already & now you’re getting sick. I want to be there for you and make you smile & laugh like I did yesterday even though you were falling asleep. I love you Hubby. It just brings me tears now that I know the time is near for my time to go back to school…sighhh I can’t help but feel so sad and cry. I can’t tell you or show you this because it puts pressure on you. Ugh, I just wish it was easier. I miss are connection and the love in the air. I feel it all when we’re together. I want you closer. I want you near. I look at your ring and see all our love there. Go Hubby! :D I’m supporting you and still loving as always while I wait….