Kenny & Angela Lotacao

Haven’t wrote on here for so long…

Sigh, I feel so sad Hubby. Feel like we’re not on the same page anymore well not anymore just for the past few days? I miss you. I miss spending time with you… We don’t even spend as much quality time together as we use too. I mean there are times when we do & you tell me the sweetest things & tell me I’m beautiful and I love it. I just wish I had more of it. I’m sorry I sleep basically half the day, I can’t help it, I just like my sleep since I can’t fall asleep easily lol Like last night I had a really hard time sleeping last night because of how I’m feeling, just a lot of emotions. Don’t want to tell you anything cause when I do, it makes you feel bad & you think I’m putting you down when really I’m not. I don’t want you to feel like that ever especially when you are down already & now you’re getting sick. I want to be there for you and make you smile & laugh like I did yesterday even though you were falling asleep. I love you Hubby. It just brings me tears now that I know the time is near for my time to go back to school…sighhh I can’t help but feel so sad and cry. I can’t tell you or show you this because it puts pressure on you. Ugh, I just wish it was easier. I miss are connection and the love in the air. I feel it all when we’re together. I want you closer. I want you near. I look at your ring and see all our love there. Go Hubby! :D I’m supporting you and still loving as always while I wait….

Spin! Spin! SPIN!  (Taken with Cinemagram)

Spin! Spin! SPIN! (Taken with Cinemagram)

Strawberry Short Cake Ice Cream Too 😁 Perks to having Grocery Outlet next door lol & having a big bag aha #ChuckECheese #GroceryOutlet #badass #icecream

Strawberry Short Cake Ice Cream Too 😁 Perks to having Grocery Outlet next door lol & having a big bag aha #ChuckECheese #GroceryOutlet #badass #icecream

Me in the making my Sushi 😁 🍣 #SurpriseBirthdayParty #010513

Me in the making my Sushi 😁 🍣 #SurpriseBirthdayParty #010513

Most of the food at the Surprise Quad-Birthday PartyπŸ˜πŸŽ‰πŸŽπŸŽˆπŸŽ‰πŸŽ My Mom big 5⃣0⃣, my lil cousin Alysa 1⃣0⃣ & Cousin Husband is 3⃣5⃣.

Most of the food at the Surprise Quad-Birthday PartyπŸ˜πŸŽ‰πŸŽπŸŽˆπŸŽ‰πŸŽ My Mom big 5⃣0⃣, my lil cousin Alysa 1⃣0⃣ & Cousin Husband is 3⃣5⃣.

Mom’s yummy coconut curry chicken Ka-Poon 😁

Mom’s yummy coconut curry chicken Ka-Poon 😁

Happy New Years! WhooHoo 2013 is finally here!!! So long 2012, a lot of things happen that year like Graduating in the Class of 2012 with Honors & Finish my first semester of college at SJSU! πŸŽ‰πŸŽπŸŽˆπŸŽ‰ Wishes you the best in the new year and good luck! Think Smart & Be Safe!!!😳 Yeah! Let the year begin! It’s a new beginning for all of us! 😁 Look at my cousin’s husband face! Lol Cheers! πŸ˜πŸ˜β˜ΊπŸ˜„ #HAPPYNEWYEARS!!! #2013 #Champagne

Happy New Years! WhooHoo 2013 is finally here!!! So long 2012, a lot of things happen that year like Graduating in the Class of 2012 with Honors & Finish my first semester of college at SJSU! πŸŽ‰πŸŽπŸŽˆπŸŽ‰ Wishes you the best in the new year and good luck! Think Smart & Be Safe!!!😳 Yeah! Let the year begin! It’s a new beginning for all of us! 😁 Look at my cousin’s husband face! Lol Cheers! πŸ˜πŸ˜β˜ΊπŸ˜„ #HAPPYNEWYEARS!!! #2013 #Champagne

Ootd for New Years Eve πŸ˜‰#newyearseve #ootd

Ootd for New Years Eve πŸ˜‰#newyearseve #ootd